Broken Heart Syndrome
The Broken Heart Series
By Susie Tate
Released April 4, 2014
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Shy, reclusive Frankie
and her best friend Lou obsess over Thomas G. Longley, as they reverently refer
to him, for their entire first two years of medical school. So when he
publically humiliates her at the student bar she is devastated.
Ten years later,
Frankie has to work in the testosterone driven environment of Cardiology before
she can start her palliative care training and, to her dismay, Tom is her boss.
Thankfully the subject
of her long-term crush doesn't seem to remember her and, given her ability to
blend into the background, she’s not really surprised. What does surprise her
is how cruel he is. Sure he squished her self esteem like a bug at Uni, but the
Tom she spent many a pointless lunch break or library session covertly watching
seemed easy going and quick to smile; not an uptight, overly critical bully.
Between passing out
whilst assisting in theatre, struggling to force the team to see their bed
blockers, and being covered head to foot in the bloody vomit of ‘Scary Glenda’
(A&E’s most frequent, frequent flyer), she can’t wait to get through the
six months.
Although she’s too
timid to tell Tom to jog on when she is his only target, when it’s her patients
that he starts trampling she decides to grow a backbone, and Tom begins to see
that she is not the cold, aloof woman he once thought.
As the
misunderstandings of the past come to light, Tom realizes that the
‘complete-bastard’ routine he has been clinging to out of hurt pride might not
have been his most stellar idea. He has a fight on his hands to win Frankie
over and, unfortunately, it's not just his past behaviour he's fighting
against. You see, Frankie knows all about being pushed around. She’s dealt with
enough verbal and even physical abuse before to last a lifetime and she’s not
going to be fooled into thinking that this ruthless alpha male has turned over
a new leaf.
Even if he could convince
her that he's not really the bully he projected before, her low self-esteem
would never allow her to believe that a man like Tom could really be into a
boring, bland, nondescript girl like her.
Luckily for Frankie,
Tom is used to getting what he wants. He’s determined to make her see herself
clearly for the first time in her life and he's just arrogant enough to believe
that he can break through her defenses.
But Frankie's past is
not ready to let her go quite yet. There's a reason that she spends next to no
money but is always skint: a reason that she keeps her flat door open: a reason
that she holds herself back from him.
Maybe he won't manage
to convince her and he'll allow her to push him away. Or maybe (as Lou rightly
puts it) he should 'stop being a pussy and man up already.
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Chapter 1
Takotsubo cardiomyopathy
2003
If you yearned for, and daydreamed about, someone
enough, could you drive your subconscious mind insane? Could you lose your grip
on reality and start hallucinating?
‘Frankie? Hello, can you hear me?’ Lou trilled as
she waved her hand in front of my face. I was staring over her shoulder at the
rapidly approaching figure, trying to determine whether he was, in fact, a
figment of my fevered imagination. ‘Frankie?’ she called again, her voice now
tinged with concern. ‘Jesus, you look like you’re going to pass out.’
She turned to follow the direction of my gaze, and
we were now both looking up into the gorgeous (if somewhat bloodshot), sky-blue
eyes of Thomas G. Longley. ‘Holy crap,’ she muttered under her breath, taking a
small step back.
‘Hi, I’m Tom,’ my possible hallucination said. He
was focusing on me, just as he had been throughout his determined walk towards
us across the bar. My expression was likely akin to that of a crazed Belieber
when confronted with a pair of Justin’s used underpants, and I was frozen in
place.
Lou gave me a sharp kick in the shin with the
pointed toe of her boot, snapping me out of my stupor. I realized that my mouth
was hanging open, and snapped it shut. The pain in my leg suggested that this
was reality, and he was the genuine article. Although happy that I wasn’t as
crazy as a box of frogs, I had unfortunately lost the power of speech.
I was pathologically shy, especially around
attractive men, and this was not just any man; this was Thomas G. Longley. My
best friend, Lou, and I had been obsessing over Thomas G. Longley for the last
two years. He was the star of most of my fantasies, and, bizarrely, my
imagination didn’t just restrict itself to the steamy ones. I had even caught
myself daydreaming about washing his sweaty rugby kit and sorting his socks
into pairs, such was the extent of my infatuation.
Tom was four years above us at medical school. So
whilst we were nearing the end of our second year, he was about to qualify that
summer. Well over six foot tall, solidly built, with light brown, messy hair,
and amazing blue eyes framed with incredible thick eyelashes, he was our idea
of perfection.
He always looked in need of a shave, and most of
the time his clothes were downright scruffy, his wardrobe seeming to consist of
only well-worn jeans (no bad thing with his arse), and equally well-worn rugby
or tour tops. But his lack of care for his appearance made him even sexier in
our eyes, highlighting his natural confidence and the fact he couldn’t care
less how people saw him. Lou and I thought he was the cat’s pyjamas, along with
the rest of the female population of our medical school (although I doubt they
were quite sad enough to obsess over him to the extent that we did).
For some weird reason we always used his full name
when referring to him, and not just ‘Tom’, by which he was widely known. We
would have loved to know what the G of his middle name stood for. The only
reason we even knew the first letter was because we checked the viva results
for his year like the crazy stalkers we were. Not wanting to be outed as creepy
nutcases, we never worked up the courage to find out more, as this would have
involved asking his friends and risking exposure.
London medical schools are pretty insular when
they’re not part of larger universities, and there were only about a hundred
and fifty students in each year at ours. This enabled our rampant observation
of Thomas G. Longley; but even though he was the subject of our obsession,
neither of us had ever had an actual conversation with him.
There was, however, the ‘Library Incident’, which
took place towards the end of my fresher
year. In a revision frenzy, I tripped on the way
through the bookshelves to get to my friends. I ended up sprawled face down,
right in front of a table of rugby players, one of whom was Thomas G. Longley.
My books had flown everywhere, and unfortunately so
had other mortifying items from my bag: my Tampax Extra Super tampons, my
trusty multicolour glitter pen, and worst of all, Lady Princess le Foof (the
small, dog-eared, ancient My-Little-Pony that I used to bring me luck in exams,
and religiously carried around whilst revising).
Thomas G. Longley leapt up, rounded his sniggering
mates at the table, and crouched down to help me gather my stuff. I could feel
the heat in my cheeks as I frantically grabbed for the most embarrassing items,
but I was too late for Lady Princess le Foof, who had rolled out of my reach.
‘You okay?’ he asked, holding out Lady Princess le
Foof in his tanned hand. I looked briefly up into his gorgeous face, which was
lit with a wide smile, and felt my heart stop before I quickly looked away.
‘Fine, thanks,’ I muttered in barely more than a
whisper, before snatching away Lady Princess le Foof and scrambling to my feet.
I kept my eyes averted as I scurried away, while his mates continued to jeer in
the background.
After dissecting the ‘Library Incident’ at length
with Lou, we both concluded that I most likely came across as a rude, clumsy,
mentally deficient – not the first impression I would have gone for, but there
was little point dwelling on it (which unfortunately I did, an unhealthy amount).
Lou herself had undergone the ‘Bar Incident’. The
price of going out and drinking in central London restricted all but the
fabulously wealthy to the dingy student bar, so it was invariably heaving, and
one night Lou had found herself pressed up against Thomas G. Longley whilst
waiting the requisite five hundred years to order. As soon as Thomas G. Longley
had drawn up he had been served instantly (such was his appeal to the female
bar staff), but as further proof of his perfection he directed the barmaid to
Lou, explaining that she had been waiting longer.
Lou had fared a bit better than me in her
interaction with him. For a start she wasn’t sprawled on the floor, and she did
manage to thank him warmly, using more than the two words I had limited myself
to.
So as you can see, past experience had not prepared
me for the approach of the unwitting subject of my unhealthy obsession. Hence
my second ever conversation with Thomas G. Longley was veering towards me, once
again threatening to demonstrate subnormal behaviour on my part.
Despite this, instead of actually answering him, my
mind was making a frantic inventory of my appearance. It was caveman night at
the bar, and Lou and I had embraced this theme with gusto, both of us donning
the micro-mini, furry, leopard-print skirts we had found in the Topshop sale.
Lou had backcombed my hair to go along with the whole cavewoman thing, and I
was now regretting having allowed this. My hair was the one part of my
appearance that I was normally happy with, being very dark, long, thick and
shiny, when in its normal state.
Although I doubted that shoes or cosmetics were
available in the Jurassic period, Lou had forced me into wearing four-inch
stilettos and full-on makeup. All our mates were dressed up too, including the
guys (most of whom were wearing extremely ill-advised loin cloths), and we had
thought that our outfits were awesome and hilarious. But now that I was looking
into the gorgeous eyes of a very obviously not-dressed-up Thomas G. Longley, I
thought with horror that we probably looked like a pair of demented cave-sluts.
Lou gave me another sharp kick in the shin, and I
realized that I needed to pull it together and speak.
‘I – I’m Frankie,’ I managed to get out. Tom smiled
and swayed slightly on the spot. He leaned in and I could smell the alcohol on
his breath. We stood staring at each other for another few seconds before he
lurched forward, closing the gap between our mouths. He tasted of gin and
cigarettes but I didn’t care, this was Thomas G. Longley and he was finally,
finally kissing me. The perfection of the moment started slipping away,
however, when the catcalls of his mates penetrated my hormone-fuelled mind.
I could hear the standard ‘Way-hey!’, ‘Go on
mate!’, ‘Give it some beans!’ and ‘Show her who’s boss, son!’ No doubt spurred
on by his vile friends, I felt one of Tom’s hands pushing its way up into my
skirt, unfortunately taking said skirt with it, and nearly exposing my
knickers. His other hand was clamped round the back of my neck and his tongue was
down my throat.
Panicked by imminent knicker exposure, and being
the subject of practically the whole bar’s attention, I started frantically
pushing at his shoulders. He lifted his head from mine and I could see him
trying to focus on me with his bloodshot eyes. A frown creased his forehead and
a look of confusion passed across his handsome face, which I noticed was now
decidedly pale. He gagged, and I took a hasty step back just as we were
approached by my friend Dylan.
Dylan was a member of the rugby team but also in my
year and one of my best friends. He gave me an apologetic look and grabbed a
now green-tinged Tom.
‘Come on, Longley,’ he said, leading him away in
the direction of the loos. ‘Can’t have you blowing chunks over the ladies can
we.’
I ducked my undoubtedly beet-red face and
straightened my rucked-up skirt. The jeers from the rugby table continued,
although now they were shouting ‘Denied Longley!’ and ‘Unlucky mate!’ Lou cast
them all killing looks, straightened up to her full five foot ten (given her
four inch heels), grabbed my hand and dragged me away.
We retreated over to a table of our friends, which
was luckily about as far as you could get from the rugby boys. I was relieved
that we hadn’t shared our stupid crush with the others over the last two years.
It was mortifying enough that I had allowed a bloke so obviously plastered to
stick his tongue down my throat and his hand up my skirt, exposing me to the
whole bar moments before he had to be dragged away to throw up. If everyone had
known the perfect being I had built him up into before this happened, I would
never have lived it down.
‘Buck up, Frankie,’ my friend Georgia said in my
ear. ‘We all know that lot can be complete bell-ends, just ignore it.’ I gave
her a weak smile and looked down into my pint of snakebite to avoid the
concerned looks from the others.
Just as I was starting to feel a bit better, Dylan
came up to our table.
‘You okay, Frank?’ he asked, crouching down next to
me.
‘Fine, Dyl, no worries,’ I chirped in a voice that
sounded falsely bright, even to me.
‘Drinking games got a bit out of hand, see,’ Dylan
explained in his Welsh lilt. ‘Longley got too many wets in and they’ve all
decided that tonight is “fuck a fresher night”.’
I looked at Dylan in horror, ‘But I’m not a fresher.’
Dylan shifted uncomfortably and ran his hand through his hair before he
answered.
‘I guess he hadn’t noticed you before, Ladies.’
(‘Ladies’ was Dylan’s bizarre name for me; I had no idea why, and presumed it
was a Welsh thing).
‘Oh right, of course,’ I replied in a small voice,
feeling like an idiot. Of course Tom hadn’t noticed me before, despite the
small size of our medical school, our frequent proximity, and even the ‘Library
Incident’. I was an expert in blending into the background, being only five
foot four, with dark hair and eyes (inherited from my Italian parents), and a
conspicuous lack of curves. No wonder he hadn’t recognized me.
With a hot crushing pain in my chest and my nose
stinging as tears threatened, I looked away from Dylan and continued my
contemplation of my snakebite. I think Dylan had caught sight of the unshed
tears before I looked down, and he bumped my stool with his hip.
‘Come on, Ladies, make some room for your favourite
valleys’ boy.’
I smiled and stood, letting him slip onto my stool
and pull me down into his lap. He was tall, with a bulky frame and hair almost
as dark as mine. I knew lots of girls panted after him, but I thought of him
more like a brother. Although he was always flirting, I never took it
seriously. He’d even tried to snog me a couple of times, which was probably
more a drunken mistake on his part, and we were firmly in the friend zone now.
He swept my hair back over my shoulder so he could
talk softly into my ear. ‘Want my opinion, he’s more than a bit twp not to have
noticed you before, Ladies. Forget him.’ I had been around Dylan enough to know
that ‘twp’ meant ‘daft’. I didn’t think Tom was daft though, just drunk and
thoughtless.
‘Yeah, Frankie,’ Lou said from my other side. ‘In
fact I’m going to officially rechristen him Thomas “Gankface” Longley, Weasel
Gankface for short.’ I sniggered into my drink and took a decent swig. Gank was
Lou’s very favourite word of the moment (what can I say? We were students) and
she used it at every available opportunity.
‘Perfect. Weasel Gankface it is.’
We didn’t see Weasel Gankface for the rest of the
evening, and I put a brave face on my humiliation. But it proved impossible to
completely avoid the rugby boys, a couple of whom stumbled up to us on the
dance floor. After disengaging a second time from their wandering hands, I got
another demonstration of why Thomas G. Longley’s new nickname was well earned.
‘Bloody hell,’ the drunken prop forward slurred,
after I had slapped his hands away from my bum. ‘Longley’s right, you are
frigid.’
‘Yeah,’ his friend put in. ‘Frigid Frankie!’ They
both burst into gales of laughter at their joke, but were cut short when a
furious Lou whipped her blonde head around, stormed up to them, grabbed them
both by an ear and banged their heads together. They stood frozen in place and
stared at her, shocked.
‘Jog on, you pathetic Gankensteins,’ she bit out,
her beautiful face flushed with anger. ‘Mark, I know for a fact that you have a
pin-dick, and Harry, I know that you came in your pants from just snogging
Milly Jones. How on earth you think you can try it on with Frankie, who is so
out of your league it’s not even funny, I don’t know.’ With that she grabbed my
hand and stalked off the dance floor with me in tow having to jog to keep up with
her long strides. Once we had made it out of the bar and into the car park she
slowed to a stop, snatching me into a fierce hug.
‘Hey, Lou-Lou,’ I wheezed whilst being crushed to
her ample chest. ‘I’m okay, it’s fine.’ She pulled back so that she could look
down into my eyes, and framed my face with her hands.
‘You’re not bloody well okay,’ she informed me, her
tone still fierce. ‘Don’t you dare let those tossers push you into your shell.
We’ve only just managed to extract you from it and I won’t have them setting
you back.’
I had been painfully shy and homesick when I
arrived at medical school, and Fresher’s Week had been a terrifying experience.
Luckily Lou had been on the same floor as me in halls. She had noticed my
rabbit-in-the-headlights expression on the first day after Mamma left, and took
me under her wing.
Loud and outrageous, with a particular talent for
creative swearing, she was the yin to my yang. Fortunately for me, Lou and I
became part of an extremely close-knit group of friends in our first year. The
bonds of friendships forged at medical school are strong, owing to the intense
environment and pressure pushing you together. Generally the ethos was work
hard, play harder, and my friends had made sure that I didn’t let my shyness
and fear of big social situations hold me back from having fun.
I gave Lou a reassuring squeeze and managed to fake
a small smile. ‘Really, Louey, no probs – okay? I’m tougher now than I used to
be, remember?’ I lied. Lou narrowed her eyes but I could see that she was going
to let it pass. She heaved out a sigh and released me so that we could link
arms to walk through the car park together.
‘God,’ she said in a dejected tone. ‘Thomas G.
Longley, what a sodding disappointment.’ I could tell that the death of that
particular dream had cut her deep too.
‘Weasel Gankface from now on, Lou, don’t forget.’
Thankfully the heavy atmosphere was broken by our giggles as we made our way to
the night bus.
Once we were on the bus, however, and meandering
through the busy London streets, my mind replayed the events of the night. I
had to turn away from Lou and look out of the window so she couldn’t read my
expression, but I couldn’t help letting out a small sigh.
‘Hey,’ she said, grabbing my hand and squeezing,
‘don’t let him give you a raging case of Takotsubo cardiomyopathy. ’
I rolled my eyes and grinned despite the churning
in my stomach. ‘Wow, Lou. That might just be the saddest joke I’ve ever heard.
You do realize you’re a huge nerd for cracking that one.’
‘Well, you’re just as much of a dweeb for getting
it,’ she retorted, looking relieved that I was smiling again. Takotsubo
cardiomyopathy is otherwise known as Broken Heart Syndrome, and is the name for
sudden heart failure after emotional trauma, when the stress hormones actually
cause a weakening of the heart muscle. The trauma can be anything from grief,
to a relationship break-up. And its existence proves that you can, in fact, die
from a broken heart.
Well, I survived, and the one good thing to come
out of that night was that it absolutely and thoroughly cured me of my crush.
The few times that I saw Tom again (he had been demoted from the Reverend
Thomas G. Longley), he studiously ignored me, and I began to wonder if he even
remembered what happened. He qualified as a doctor a few months later, and that
was that.
Unfortunately the name Frigid Frankie was bandied
around campus and seemed to stick. Nobody actually said it to my face, but I
could hear it muttered behind my back all the time. This meant that either guys
were put off by what the name implied, or, worse, they considered me a
challenge. Therefore, after a few regrettable incidents, my love life was
pretty much put on hold for the rest of uni. This was not fun, seeing as I
still had four years left.
So it was safe to say that Thomas G. Longley,
a.k.a. Weasel Gankface, was not one of my favourite people. I sincerely hoped I
never saw his stupid, gorgeous face ever again.
Sticks and Stones
The Broken Heart Series #2
By Susie Tate
Released November 24, 2014
Genre:
Contemporary Romance
For
Lou it was always Dylan.
She
loved him from the moment they first met across a cadaver in the dissection
room at medical school. The most gorgeous man she’d ever laid eyes on, with
more Welsh charm than you could shake a stick at; she was a goner.
But
Lou, despite her beauty, was just too extrovert to interest Dylan, who was
convinced that a quiet, shy girl, like Lou’s best friend Frankie, was much more
his style.
‘Have
at it mate but I’ve got two words for you: high maintenance.’
‘Don’t
think I’d mind putting in the hard yards maintaining that piece of arse,’ one
of Dylan’s more disgusting rugby mates replied.
‘Well
good luck to you,’ Dylan returned, looking completely relaxed now that they
were discussing Lou and not his precious Frankie. ‘I like mine heavy on the
sweet and light on the ball-breaking bitch, but each to his own.’
After
overhearing that exchange, Lou buries her pain and pines for him in private,
but she can't give up their friendship. One night, eleven years later, she
finally gets what she has been longing for, but the next morning realizes he
was too drunk to even remember.
For
Dylan it was always anyone but Lou.
A
born surgeon, Dylan resents having to down his orthopaedic power tools for a
six-month spell in Elderly Care. He thought that at least working with Lou
would make his skiving easier; after all she’s always helped him out before.
And so what if he’s been having these weird dreams about her since he woke up
in her flat? It’s not like he’d ever actually go there.
So
when he mistakenly believes that she’s put his career in jeopardy he loses
control and his vicious insults, publicly made, cut Lou to the bone. It’s only
after he loses Lou’s warm smiles, dry wit, boundless energy and outrageous
banter from his life that he realizes the extent of his stupidity.
Maybe
sticks and stones can break bones, and that’s something Dylan’s surgical skills
can deal with. But when it’s a heart he’s broken…
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Sticks and Stones
Chapter 1
Silent tears
The first sensation that
Dylan registered was the warmth under his hand. As he swam up towards full
consciousness he also noticed the softness on his face and the delicious smell
surrounding him. His head was buried in soft, wavy, blonde hair with an
incredible, yet weirdly familiar, fresh citrusy scent, and as he looked down he
saw that his hand was splayed possessively over a toned female stomach.
He groaned. Why oh why was
he always as horny as a three-balled tomcat? Whoever it was he’d shagged last
night, he knew it would bite him in the arse. If he weren’t careful he would
succeed in alienating the entire female staff of every hospital in South Wales
before his rotation was over. The last three months he had been at his most
prolific, spurred on by the mind-numbing boredom of Elderly Care.
Could he make a stealthy
exit without waking her up? As he started shifting on the bed he felt her begin
to stir. So much for a ninja-style-stealthy-minimal-confrontation-escape. He
closed his eyes in resignation, and felt the stabbing pain behind them and the
telltale badger-mouth, which explained his memory loss and latest stupidity.
Why didn’t he stop at a
few social wets? Especially on a mess night out. Another wave of recognition
swept through him as he breathed in the citrusy scent, and his eyes shot open.
He started sweating what was most likely pure alcohol as he stared down in
horror at the woman who was now turning to nuzzle into his shoulder and drape
her arm across his stomach, making a little low noise of contentment.
Christ, he’d really gone
and ruddy done it now.
Or had he?
He wracked his brain for
his memory of the night before. Lou and Frankie had been completely smashed. He
remembered doing a couple of shots with them, telling Lou to dial it down and
being poked pretty painfully in the chest for his trouble. He remembered
snogging that physio he’d had his eye on for a while, but getting distracted by
all the blokes around them openly leering at Lou and Frankie on the dance
floor.
From that point on,
everything was a little hazy. He had a few flashes of half carrying Lou through
the bar whilst being furious with her for getting in that state and essentially
cock-blocking him, seeing as he had to drag her home.
Her breasts were pushing
up against his chest now, and her leg had draped itself over his under the
duvet, which only served to intensify his alcohol sweats. Dylan wasn’t blind,
he knew that a half-naked Lou was most men’s idea of a wet dream – and yes, of
course, he himself had on occasion had the odd impure thought when it came to
her.
To be honest there were
very few females that Dylan hadn’t at some stage visualized having sex with.
Even his piano teacher when he was twelve, Mrs Allcock, despite her greying
hair, dodgy front teeth and penchant for congealed, bright red lipstick, was
not completely safe from the odd dirty thought (although Dylan thoroughly
blamed her name for the direction of his daydreaming whilst trying to muddle through
his scales under her watchful, heavily made-up eye).
But this particular
female, who was currently plastered over his front, was very much off limits.
There was a huge difference between thinking about doing something (or someone)
and actually doing it (or her).
Weirdly in the last three
months since working with Lou, he had been having more and more disturbing
thoughts about her. He blamed her proximity and the sheer boredom of the job he
was being forced to endure. Hell, the daily multidisciplinary team meeting was
enough time for Dylan to construct an elaborate fantasy involving a much more
amenable Lou than was typical, and a conveniently empty treatment room / office
/ registrar computer room / the floor beneath of the ward clerk’s desk / the
store cupboard on the geri’s ward.
Okay, so it had recently
become somewhat of an obsession with Dylan, but that didn’t mean that he should
ever have actually followed through. Lou was a big pain in the arse, but she,
together with Frankie, were his best friends. Yes, it was a bit weird to have
female best friends, but Mike (his male best friend – and not male partner, as
might be suggested by the whole female best friend thing) lived in London now,
and the four of them had been inseparable at uni.
At first, after falling
head over heels for Frankie, Dylan had pushed the foursome thing to spend more
time with her. But after two years of getting nowhere he realized that he had
three best friends who knew him better than anyone, and that two of them were
female. And when he got over Frankie he was actually pretty pleased with the
dynamic. Mike had a girlfriend from school throughout uni, and was so loyal and
in love with her (they were now married) that he may as well have been a
eunuch, so none of the four of them had ever shagged or even snogged. However
much Dylan fantasized about sex with Lou, he wouldn’t risk the friendship, and
to be quite honest she would be a high-maintenance nightmare as a girlfriend.
He liked quiet, slightly shy, softly spoken women, not obnoxiously posh, brash,
foul-mouthed, feisty ball-breakers.
So terror flooded him as
he watched her eyelids flicker open. She was smiling slightly, and looked so
unbelievably beautiful, and somehow vulnerable, that for a moment he couldn’t
quite believe she was the same harpy he knew. She squeezed his stomach, and her
head slowly tipped back so her eyes could meet his.
‘Bloody hell,’ he swore,
his voice loaded with regret. Her smile faded and that look of vulnerability
was quickly replaced by her familiar defiant, take-no-bullshit expression.
‘Please tell me we didn’t
…’ he started to plead. Something flashed across her face, and for a moment she
looked almost in pain, but her next words were said in a reassuringly careless
way.
‘Calm down, Dildo. As if I
would allow my lady parts to have any contact with your disease-ridden
toothpick-sized excuse for a weiner.’
He heaved out a heavy sigh
of relief. He most certainly did not need another balls up to add to his
cluster-fuck of a personal life at the moment.
‘Babes,’ he said
patiently, ‘you and I both know that the junk in my trunk is most definitely
the real deal; you’ve seen it often enough.’
‘Ugh.’ Lou pushed away
from his chest and sat up in bed next to him. ‘Only because you and your rugby
buddies are such narcissistic freaks that you think everyone in the bar wants
to see you drinking pints with your trousers down, and then wrestling half
naked on the sticky floor. You do know it smacks of repressed homosexuality
don’t you? All those showers and baths together –’
‘Babes, calm yourself,’
Dylan interrupted, patting her on the head. ‘You don’t want to get yourself
worked up imagining all that lush man-flesh whilst we’re having a cwtch* in
bed. I wouldn’t want you to pounce on me in my weakened state.’
‘Gah! You. Are. A.
Disgusting. Sick. Deluded. Pervert.’
‘Don’t get all gushy on
me, babes, you know it only embarrasses me.’ Lou snorted and crossed her arms
under her chest as Dylan ran his hands down his face. ‘My head feels like
there’s a Frenchman living in it.’
‘Series Two,’ Lou put in
quickly. They were both well used to this game now, and if either of them ever
missed a quote they would never hear the end of it.
‘Episode?’
‘”Chains.”’
‘Well played.’
They sat in silence for a
moment staring at the opposite wall.
‘Jesus, you’ve still got
that collage up of our elective,’ Dylan said suddenly, making Lou jump. ‘That
must have been eight years ago now.’
‘Well, those views were
gorgeous,’ Lou said defensively.
‘Yes, babes, yes they
were,’ Dylan replied, and Lou rolled her eyes at his smug expression.
‘I mean aside from the
loser whose fat head is blocking half the shot in some of them.’
‘Some of them?’ Dylan
spluttered. ‘I think you’ll find I’m the main attraction of that whole collage.
In fact it’s like a montage of me.’
He felt Lou stiffen beside
him and he laughed. Above all things he loved to wind her up. Sometimes it felt
like winding Lou up was his life’s calling. He’d even found himself wishing
that he were at Lou’s flat winding her up of an evening when he was out with a
girl. This for Dylan was beyond bizarre since he also considered sex one of his
life’s callings, and him thinking a night of guaranteed no action would be more
fun than an (admittedly boring) evening ending in the horizontal tango was just
plain weird. ‘That beach was awesome, mind. All those freaky pink shells.
Remember the time we watched the sun come up after we’d stayed up in that
little beach bar?’
‘Mmmhmm,’ was Lou’s only
audible response, but he saw her nod her head.
‘Where were Frankie and
Mike again?’
‘They were tired I think;
you guys had just climbed Killy.’
‘Pussies.’
Lou snorted, ‘Yeah.’
Then Dylan had another
flash of memory. A drunk Frankie swaying on the dance floor came to mind.
‘How pissed was Frankie
last night,’ he said. ‘She never lets herself get that steaming.’ Dylan had
practically made an art of watching Frankie over the years, and he knew that
slamming back shots and letting drunk cardiothoracic surgeons maul her on the
dance floor was not her style. Hardly surprising really, what with her mum and
Papa Marco. He suddenly tensed with worry. ‘She did make it home okay didn’t
she Lou?’
Lou sighed. ‘I’m not a
completely crap friend you know. I wouldn’t have left her there in the state
she was in. Truth was, Weasel Gankface got to her first and practically carried
her home. Far as I know he’s still here.’
Dylan let out a breath
that he didn’t even realized he’d been holding. Caring for and worrying about
Frankie had become somewhat of a religion to him, and even though he’d given up
long ago on her loving him back, it was still a tricky habit to break.
‘He cares about her you
know,’ Lou said quietly into the silence that followed. ‘You should tell her.’
‘Yeah, I know,’ Dylan
replied in a small voice. Of all the stupid things he did at uni, keeping
Frankie and Tom apart was by far the worst (and that was saying something
seeing as he had once been caught rolling around in profiteroles and barking
like a dog at the Dean’s wife with his testicles hanging out, at one of the
rugby balls).
‘She’ll forgive you,’ Lou
continued. ‘You know she will, that’s just her nature.’
Yup: sweet, caring,
quietly funny, insightful, beautiful, forgiving.
Argh! He almost went to
smack himself on the forehead.
Must not obsess over
Frankie anymore.
It’s been years.
Enough.
It seemed like Lou was
going in for a reassuring hug, but she chickened out at the last minute and
performed an awkward head pat instead, much like he had done a minute ago. For
some reason Dylan found physical contact with Lou awkward, even more so over
the last few months. His eyes drifted down to her pink lace-encased breasts
(her nightwear was like something you’d expect a Vegas show girl to wear during
a burlesque performance), and unfortunately he felt his body start to react.
‘Right,’ he blurted out,
scrambling off the bed and making a grab for his phone. ‘It’s bloody half five
in the morning. I better go sleep on the sofa or we’ll have the piss ripped out
of us all day. How did we end up like this anyway? We must have been really outers
to fall asleep together.’
‘Yes, well, at least
neither of us remember too much about it,’ Lou said stiffly. She had her arms
wrapped round herself on the bed now, and wasn’t meeting his eyes. Dylan had
the nagging feeling that he was missing something.
‘Look, babes, are you sure
that nothing –’
‘Of course not, you
numpty.’ She gave him a bright smile, which he thought looked somehow slightly
forced. ‘Don’t get your knickers in a twist; you know I wouldn’t touch you with
a barge pole.’ Dylan hesitated, then decided that his uneasy feelings were most
likely the result of hangover paranoia.
‘Oh, well, thank Christ
for that,’ he huffed out whilst pulling on his trousers and searching around
for his T-shirt. ‘That really would be the bloody last thing we need at the
moment.’
‘Yeah, absolutely,’ Lou
agreed, her voice sounding slightly raspy.
‘You getting a cold,
babes?’
‘No, just standard
hung-over-hedgehog-shat-down-my-throat,’ she replied. ‘Now can you please
bugger off so I can get some sleep.’
‘I’m going now …’
‘In a minute,’ they both
said together. ‘Your turn of phrase is so predictable, Dildo. I do hope that
you and your countrymen realize that “now, in a minute” makes no real sense.’
Dylan held his hands up in
front of him in surrender, finally located his T-shirt and pulled it over his
head. Having dismissed him, he saw Lou turn away and sink back down under the
covers.
He closed the door softly
and was about to make for the sofa when his stomach started grumbling and he
noticed the cake on the stand.
What did Frankie say about
that cake-stand? he wondered as he sidled up to the kitchen counter. The bloody
thing was huge; surely she wouldn’t miss a couple of slices. He used a
surprisingly lifelike sugar-flower to scoop up some frosting, and popped the whole
lot into his mouth, before scouring the kitchen for some milk and a knife.
*****
Lou waited until she heard
Dylan leave, and then sat up. After staring blankly at the collage on her wall
for a minute, she quietly swung out of bed and padded to the door. She
carefully turned the lock, and after she was sure it was secure she crept over
to her wardrobe. Standing on the mountain of clothes that had accumulated in
the bottom of it, she reached up and extracted a small, dog-eared shoebox from
a high shelf, which she took back to bed.
Once she was sitting up
with her legs under the covers she took off the lid and started delicately
pulling out the tattered photographs, which she laid out around her. At the
bottom of the box was a small pink and white shell. She turned it over and over
in her hands for a few moments, before gripping it firmly in one of her fists,
which she brought up to her chest. With her other hand she reached for one of
the photos and traced the shape of the face dominating it with her index finger,
before grabbing the pillow that Dylan had been sleeping on and bringing it up
to her face.
She hugged the pillow and
inhaled deeply, letting silent tears track down her cheeks. For the longest
time she remained absolutely still except for the deep breaths she took from
the pillow as her tears started to soak into the material. Her eyelids started
drooping as the first light of dawn began to shine through her window, and she
finally succumbed to sleep lying in the middle of her photos, holding the small
pink shell, with her face buried in the pillow she was still clutching like her
life depended on it.
*cwtch – cuddle / hug
Beyond Repair
The Broken Heart Series #3
By Susie Tate
Released October 11, 2015
Genre: Contemporary Romance
Everybody loves Katie;
with her bubbly personality, her beauty, her never-ending supply of care and
support for her patients and friends, and her huge sense of fun, there’s very
little to dislike. Yes, she’s a bit scatty, she tends not to sweat the small
stuff (like an engine light on her dashboard – that is until her Mini won’t
actually start any more), and she can talk the hind legs off a donkey, but none
of that stops most people from thinking she’s pretty damn adorable.
Well, most people, other
than Sam, that is.
Sam is anything but
bubbly. His surly demeanour is the complete opposite of Katie's, and over the
six years that she’s known him one thing has become very clear: Sam cannot
stand her. The fact that he makes her nervous doesn’t help the situation.
Around Sam her verbal diarrhoea seems ten times worse, the snort that she tries
to hold in when she laughs refuses to be suppressed, and her clumsiness assumes
clown-like proportions.
If only he weren’t quite
so intimidating, she might be able to act like a normal human being, but his
sheer masculine beauty is enough to throw her off before she’s even spoken to
him. Then there’s the fact that he looks at her like she’s something he’s
scraped off his shoe. The combination is enough to short-circuit her brain.
Katie may be bubbly and
bright but unfortunately her past is not, and it’s started leaking into her
present. She hides her fear from her friends as they have problems of their
own, but when Sam finds out the potential danger she’s in, for some reason he
is furious.
Then again, there’s a
reason Sam is the way he is. He has his own demons to contend with. Shutting
himself off and burying his pain has been working well for him over the last
six years since leaving the Special Forces, so the last thing he wants is to
spend any time with the one woman that cuts through the numbness he surrounds
himself with and actually makes him feel again. But he simply can’t stand by if
Katie is in danger; he can’t allow her to be hurt.
Unfortunately there are
other ways to be hurt, and by getting closer to Katie, Sam may inflict more
damage than her past ever could.
Because Sam is damaged,
and some things are beyond repair.
This is a full-length
contemporary romance / romantic comedy with its own HEA and no cliffhanger.
Warning – Beyond Repair
differs from Susie’s other books in that there is some violence within the
story. If this, combined with some swearing at times, is not for you, then it
may not be your cup of tea.
Free on Kindle Unlimited
Beyond Repair
Chapter 1
Don’t worry about it; I’ll
order curry
‘Auntie Katie?’
‘Yes, honey.’
‘What’s the point of
this?’
Katie sighed. ‘The point
is that there is no point,’ she replied, feeling the cold seeping through her
coat into her back.
‘You’re weird,’ Jack said,
his tone that of a patient but exasperated parent (a little insulting, seeing
as he was in fact only eight years old).
‘You’re the weird one.
You’re a kid for Christ’s sake; you’re supposed to love doing stupid stuff.
Anyway it’ll be worth it when Benji freaks out.’
‘Auntie Katie, I don’t
think you’re supposed to say “Christ” in front of us when you’re babysitting,
and you’re definitely not supposed to be trying to freak us out.’
‘Oh come on,’ she scoffed,
‘you can’t wait to see the look on his face either.’
‘Flap flap. Flap flap,’
squealed Baby Thomas, who was lying sprawled on his back on top of Katie’s
stomach and chest, his arms and legs spread wide inside his snowsuit like a
cute, chubby starfish. The title ‘Baby Thomas’ was slightly misleading seeing
as he was actually a very well built two-year-old; but until the next Davis
child was born he was stuck with it.
‘Okay, gorgeous,’ Katie
said, kissing the top of his bobble hat as she resumed flapping her arms and
legs up and down through the snow.
Three-year-old Finlay
giggled from her other side. ‘Auntie Waitie funny,’ he said, squirming up to a
half-sitting position so he could plant a snotty kiss on her mouth, then
flopping back into the snow. Before she could recover from that particular
assault, a handful of snow was dumped onto her face, covering her eyes and
nose. With a snot-filled mouth and an ice-filled nose, breathing became an
issue and she was forced to struggle up to a sitting position (tricky, as Baby
Thomas was fairly solid) so she could wipe off her face, spit out the snow and
snot, and take in some much needed oxygen.
‘What on earth?’ A woman’s
voice cut through Katie’s splutters.
When she managed to clear
the snow from her eyes she was confronted by a very large pair of black boots
planted in the deep snow directly in front of her. Katie blinked in confusion;
the owner of the boots was quite obviously not the owner of the voice. Her eyes
travelled up the long, jeans-covered legs and over the bulky torso clad in only
a black jumper. When they finally came to rest on his face, she took in a deep
breath of exasperation. Dark eyes were staring down at her like she was a
particularly nasty strain of Ebola just waiting to strike. His strong, stubble-covered
jawline was clenched tight, and Katie could almost feel the disgust radiating
off him at being this close to her. The height difference between them had
always made her feel intimidated, but now, with her sprawled on the floor at
his feet, she felt at even more of a disadvantage.
‘Katie,’ he forced out,
managing a semi-polite nod in her direction. His expression softened as he
looked down at the children, the side of his mouth pulling up into a small
smile. ‘Boys.’
‘Uncle Sam!’ Jack shouted,
scrambling up from his position lying in the snow to greet his hero. Finlay
wasn’t far behind and they both flew upright, rushing over to Sam’s legs and
colliding with them head on. Only Baby Thomas remained loyal, and that was
simply due to the fact Katie still had him hugged against her chest, despite
his squirming.
‘Sam?’ Katie heard the
woman’s voice from before ask, and now looked over to see a tall blonde
standing next to him in the snow. She was everything Katie would expect to see
next to Sam: perfectly made-up face; sleek, immaculately styled hair; and at
least five-foot-eleven in her heels. Of course that was still no match for his
height, but they looked ridiculously suited nevertheless. There was something
familiar about her face and Katie racked her brain to think where she’d seen
her before. Realizing she was still sprawled at their feet, she pushed herself
up to standing rather awkwardly, whilst attempting to brush the remaining snow
and snot off her face and keep hold of a wriggling Baby Thomas. Uncharacteristically,
Sam steadied her with his hand on her elbow, but when it was clear that she was
on stable ground and that Baby Thomas was secure on her hip, he pulled back so
quickly it was as if it had burned him to touch her.
‘Sam, aren’t you going to
introduce me to this … person and her delightful children?’ The woman’s posh
accent cut through the air again and Katie looked up at her. The way she’d said
‘delightful’ was belied by the revulsion in her eyes as she looked down at
Katie and the boys. Katie sighed. Unfortunately this was not an unfamiliar
scenario for her: being looked down on by Sam’s numerous Amazonian, cold women
had been a regular occurrence over the six years she had known him. If she was
honest though, she actually preferred to be sneered at by these supermodel
types than have to have a conversation alone with Sam, as that always seemed to
be worse.
‘They’re not her boys,’
Sam said without even glancing in the woman’s direction.
Finlay started shouting
‘Up! Up!’ stretching his chubby arms in the air, and Sam gave him a big smile,
before sweeping him up into his arms and turning him upside down.
‘Where are they?’ he
asked, turning back to Katie as he swung a delighted Finlay like a pendulum.
‘Rob’s popped out to pick
up the wine and Sarah’s having a sleep,’ she explained, dusting the snow off
the back of the boys’ coats and trousers.
‘They said seven,’ he
muttered through gritted teeth, turning Finlay the right way up and setting him
on his feet.
‘Oh no, the party’s not
till eight,’ she told him. ‘I volunteered to cook, see. That’s why I’m here
this early. Then Sarah was flagging so I said to I’d look after the maniacs so
she could lie down.’
‘Lying bastard,’ Katie
just about heard him say under his breath, and she took a small step back in
response to the fury pouring off him in waves. Amazonian Supermodel Lady seemed
oblivious to Sam’s murderous mood and took a step closer to him, curving her
hand through the crook of his arm.
‘Sam, darling,’ she purred
up at him, and he gave a small start, like he’d forgotten she was even there.
‘It’s freezing out here and you still haven’t introduced me.’ Judging by the
tension in Sam’s broad frame, Katie guessed that an intro was not top of his
agenda and decided to forge into the breach.
‘Hi,’ she said, smiling up
at the tall woman and sticking out her hand awkwardly, as it was the one
holding Baby Thomas on her hip. ‘I’m Katie.’
Amazonian Supermodel gave
Katie a tight smile and took her hand for the briefest possible moment, saying,
‘Lydia,’ before leaning back into Sam and eyeing a very obviously snotty Baby
Thomas, who had reached up to touch her hair.
Sam looked between Katie
and Lydia, then down at the snow-angel imprints in the snow, his face
completely blank. He then turned on his heel, taking the boys with him, and
stalked up towards the front door of the house. Amazonian Supermodel, a.k.a.
Lydia, valiantly kept hold of his arm throughout this manoeuvre (she was pretty
nippy for a girl in four-inch-heeled boots). Katie followed along after them feeling
like a small yapper-type mongrel following two gorgeous, purebred Alsatians.
She nearly ran into Sam’s back as he stopped suddenly in front of the door when
he realized he had no way of getting in. Stepping around Sam and the boys, who
were still bouncing around his legs, she put the key in the door.
As soon as the door
opened, Katie smelt the burning and swore under her breath as she pushed past
them all to get to the kitchen.
‘Hot,’ Baby Thomas pointed
out helpfully as she pulled the burnt pork joint out of the oven.
‘Auntie Katie, you said a
bad word,’ Jack said, looking seriously impressed as he rushed into the
kitchen, his eyes as wide as saucers.
A light, musical laugh
came from behind him, and Katie looked up to see Sam and Lydia striding into the
kitchen, her hand still firmly clasped around his arm. ‘I’m not sure what’s de
rigueur in terms of home-help nowadays, but it seems a bit of a poor show to
attempt to give all the children hypothermia whilst burning the meal and then
corrupting their young minds with foul language.’
Right, yes, of course, she
thinks I’m an employee, Katie thought, and on reflection she couldn’t really
blame Lydia: after all, Katie wasn’t exactly dressed for a dinner party, what
with her jeans, trainers and huge puffa coat which Rob often commented made her
look like a cross between the Michelin Man and a sleeping bag on legs. Put that
with the fact that her chocolate brown hair was piled on top of her head in a
messy knot, and her mascara was no doubt a thing of the past after the run-in
with the snot and snow, and she could understand why Lydia would not even
consider that Katie could have a place at a dinner party glamorous enough to
attract the likes of Sam.
Katie would have loved to
have offered her a cool smile and explain in an equally posh voice that she was
in fact Sarah’s best friend and thus ranked higher in the pecking order than
Lydia in many ways. But she knew that her undoubtedly beet-red face and her
thick Welsh accent would ruin any attempt at putting this woman in her place.
Confrontation was not one of Katie’s strong points. But she did decide to at
least defend herself against the hypothermia charge. Didn’t this bitch ever
make a snow-angel as a child? Was she actually spawned as the well-groomed,
condescending piece of perfection in front of Katie now?
‘The boys were wearing
their waterproofs,’ she said defensively, as Jack and Finlay came barrelling
into the kitchen in just their pyjamas, blonde hair sticking up in all
directions after the confinement of their hats. Katie sat Baby Thomas up on the
counter in front of her so that she could untangle his podgy, wriggly little
body from the confines of its snowsuit. ‘It was just a joke.’ She shrugged.
‘Kind of like a crop circle but in the snow. You see, Benji – that’s their
other son – is into aliens and I thought maybe I could make him think for a
second that they had landed in the front garden … and … well …’ Katie trailed
off, feeling like an idiot.
‘You were trying to scare
a child?’ Lydia’s perfectly sculpted eyebrows were now in her hairline.
‘To be fair, he probably
had it coming,’ Sam put in as he raked his hands over his face and, as always,
avoided eye contact with Katie. She was surprised that he would defend her, but
to be honest there was little argument that Benji did indeed have it coming;
anyone who had spent any significant time with him would know that.
‘I really did,’ Benji said
as he sauntered into the kitchen wearing his Angry Birds pyjamas. He put the
iPad up on the counter. ‘But you know you’ll have to do better than that, don’t
you, Auntie Katie?’ He smirked at her and jumped up onto the counter next to
Baby Thomas. ‘I mean, aliens? I was born six and three quarter years ago, not
yesterday.’
Katie narrowed my eyes at
him. ‘I’ll get you back, you little punk.’
‘Not bloody likely,’ he
said, sticking his finger into the icing of the cake Frankie had dropped off
earlier and shoving it into his mouth.
‘I have my ways to torture
the likes of you,’ she told him ominously before lunging in and grabbing him so
she could blow raspberries into his neck.
‘Get off! Get off me!’ he
shrieked, and when Baby Thomas started giggling Katie transferred the
raspberry-blowing to his tummy.
‘Katie,’ Sarah said as she
breezed into the kitchen, totally unfazed by the chaos in front of her.
‘Everything under control as usual I see.’
Katie made an eek face at
Benji, who just continued to smirk at her. She then swept Baby Thomas off the
counter and back onto her hip before facing Sarah. ‘Sare, I –’
‘Oh Sam!’ Sarah exclaimed,
cutting Katie off. ‘You made it. I’m so gl …’ She stopped abruptly as she
caught sight of who was holding onto his arm. Sarah frowned and looked between
Sam and Lydia for a moment, an expression of exasperation and, bizarrely, even
disappointment passing across her face. Katie had no idea what was going on
although it was obvious that Sarah had not expected him to bring a date.
‘Sarah, this is Lydia,’
Sam said, his feet planted wide apart and his eyes stony, almost as if he was
challenging her to say something. For the first time since Katie had seen them
together, he voluntarily touched Lydia, laying his hand over hers on his arm.
Sarah looked for a moment like she was going to rip both their heads off. But
years of practice dealing with her children had given her infinite patience,
and after a few beats she managed to plaster a fake smile onto her face.
‘Lydia, hi. Of course I
know who you are. Great work on Hollyoaks by the way,’ she said, extending her
hand.
That was where Katie
recognized her from: she was an actress – if you could call Hollyoaks acting –
and she was continually in the gossips magazines. Katie thought she could
remember seeing a recent picture of her with a really famous Hollywood actor.
What was she doing in South Wales? ‘Always a pleasure to meet one of Sam’s
girls.’
Lydia frowned at the
obvious put-down, but took Sarah’s hand with a fake smile of her own.
‘I’ve actually stopped the
soaps now,’ she told Sarah whilst they shook hands. ‘I’ve moved into film, you
might have seen –’
‘Katie, why don’t you go
and get changed?’ Sarah asked, cutting Lydia off mid-sentence and taking a
slowly drooping Baby Thomas off Katie’s hip before transferring him to her own,
with his little legs splayed wide to accommodated her bump. Katie eyed the pork
joint guiltily and Sarah rolled her eyes. ‘Don’t worry about it. I’ll order
curry.’
As Katie turned into the
corridor she heard Lydia’s voice saying, ‘I’m so sorry but I mistook her for
the help; I didn’t realize she was related.’
‘Oh no, she’s not really
their auntie,’ said Sarah. ‘She’s –’
‘Goodness, I’m so glad,’
interrupted Lydia. ‘I must say I was surprised. I mean, the way she’s dressed …
and that accent … makes much more sense that she’s an employee and not a –’
‘She’s my best friend,’
Sarah cut Lydia off, her voice vibrating with anger.
Katie stifled a giggle as
she trotted off down the corridor. There was no point being offended, and she
was sure Lydia would pay for that comment by the end of the night.
Chapter 2
Give up on me already
Katie huffed as she walked
back down the corridor in her stocking feet, brushing an unruly curl out of her
eyes whilst approaching the sitting-room door. Of all possible items she could
have forgotten, it would have to be her bloody hair-straighteners and her heels.
Since the birth of GHD in 2000 she had rarely allowed her hair to break out
into its natural state. The results could be, quite frankly, alarming. But
before she had realized her fatal mistake her hair was wet from the spare room
shower and there was no going back (Sarah didn’t own hair straighteners: she
barely had time to shove her hair back into an elastic band most days).
Katie tried to strap the
thick mass of curls back into some kind of semblance of order, but it would not
be contained, and she had to settle for the ‘Sideshow Bob’ look. If her
appearance wasn’t already comical enough, she had also forgotten her heels,
without which she would barely even come up to Sarah’s shoulder.
She caught sight of
herself in the hall mirror and stopped for a second, trying to think what she
reminded herself of. Depressingly she concluded that she looked like the
product of her Great Aunt Gwen’s teacup poodle and an Oompa Loompa, given the
fact that her dress was bright orange. She sighed; it wasn’t as though there
would be any single guys here tonight anyway.
‘What do you think you’re
playing at?’
Katie jumped when she
heard Rob whisper-shout through the open door of the kitchen, wondering what
she could possibly have done to put him in that bad a mood. Rob was a pretty
mellow guy in her experience.
‘Don’t know what you’re on
about, mate. Got my invite, I’m here. What more do you want?’ Katie relaxed
when she realized that it wasn’t her who had incurred Rob’s wrath but a rather
unrepentant-sounding Sam. Feeling a bit guilty to be eavesdropping on their
likely work-related barney, she started tiptoeing down the corridor, but came
to an abrupt halt at what she heard next.
‘Don’t be a prick. You
knew why we wanted you to come. How do you think Katie’s gonna feel when she
works it out?’
‘Neither of you said I
couldn’t bring a date,’ Sam threw back at him. ‘If I want some guaranteed pussy
at the end of my night then that’s my business. Fob her off on one of your
other mates. I’ve told you before: I’m not goddamn well interested in someone
like her.’
Katie froze.
Someone like her. What did
that mean? She felt her chest squeeze and bile rise into her mouth. Before she
knew it two tears had fallen onto her Oompa Loompa dress. Sam might be surly,
mean, uncommunicative, and generally a bit of an arsehole, but he was without
question the most beautiful man she had ever laid eyes on. The first time she
saw him, six years ago, she had thought she was hallucinating. Nobody that
attractive could possibly be in her little corner of Wales. The scar that ran
from the outside corner of one of his eyes down through his cheek all the way
to his jaw was more prominent back then, but that only seemed to add to his
appeal. So the fact that he seemed to find her physically repulsive shouldn’t
have come as much of a shock. (The first time he laid eyes on her, his were
carefully blank before he looked her over and took a rapid step back like she
was diseased.) Benji was a baby at the time and he’d been perched on her hip.
When she’d shifted him in an attempt to shake Sam’s hand she’d nearly dropped
him, causing him to let out adorable baby giggles, and in her embarrassment she
had laughed a touch over exuberantly, and then, to add to her mortification,
she’d actually snorted.
Snorted!
And not in an excusable,
elegant way. No, this was a wildebeest-like, full-on, room-shaking snort.
Since then he seemed to
have made an art of avoiding her. When he was forced to be in her company he
largely ignored her, and he certainly never touched her. In fact he was the
only person in her life that she had no physical contact with. She was a
touchy-feely person. She hugged, she kissed, she shoulder-patted. But with Sam
she had learnt to keep her distance.
Susie Tate is a
General Practitioner now but has also spent years in hospital medicine. When
she's not working she's looking after her four yummy boys under six (okay, well
one is actually over thirty-six but it's the mental age that counts!).
It may be a bit
unusual for a doctor to be writing contemporary romance, but she wanted to use
her experience to write what she hopes are funny, occasionally heartbreaking
stories with a real insight into what goes on behind the scenes in medicine.
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