Inevitable
By A.S. Roberts
Genre: Dark Romance
Release Date: August 16,
2016
Dirty talking,
tattooed Nathan Blackmore has it all, at least that's what he wants everyone to
believe. Six months ago the only woman he has ever loved walked out of his
life. This super bike rider vowed never to look back and never to give his love
again. Nathan's self destruct button was pressed.
But that was then
and this is now.
When Nathan and
Bella Carpenter come face to face all the old feelings resurface. Bella, an
investigative journalist, has a secret. A secret that has come back to haunt
her, she needs to disappear, and disappear quickly. With her life possibly in
danger the only person she can trust, no longer trusts her.
He wants the truth.
She is determined
to keep her secret.
But what they both
feel makes their passion inevitable.
‘Running seems to
be a goddamn habit of yours, Bella,’ a deep, rough voice stated.
My nails gripped
the handrail as my feet froze in place and my head spun around so quickly I
almost cricked my neck. I looked towards the broad expanse of French doors and
I could just make out the shadow of a tall man behind the blowing nets. Slowly
a large, very obviously male hand pulled the net curtain away to reveal
himself… he didn’t need to, I knew it was him. Only Nathan made my whole being
feel like it was standing on the edge of a huge precipice, but equally like I
was right where I belonged.
As the wispy fabric
was slowly drawn away my eyes took him in, from the feet upwards, heavy black
biker boots, old dirty, ripped blue jeans and a battered looking black leather
jacket that was pushed slightly up his forearms, exposing his leather wrist
cuffs, heavily tattooed forearms and new silver heavy cuffs and chain. My eyes
eventually made it to his face and I could see with remorse the young carefree
man I had once known was no longer there. The mask he had slipped on previously
was still in place.
How could six
months make such a difference?
Gone was the
shoulder-length, dirty-blond hair that I had so loved to pull on as we made
love. It had been shaved up the back and sides, only leaving the top with any
length and it was mussed up after he had probably, knowing him, run his hands
through it after removing his bike helmet, which was now clasped in his left
hand. His face somehow looked older and more worn, under the layer of stubble.
I couldn’t yet meet his eyes, so I stupidly stared at his exposed neck instead,
concentrating rather too long on his Adam’s apple as it moved up and down,
stirring up longings within me that I would rather he didn’t see, but in my
skimpy bikini I knew my body was screaming it out loud. My gaze lifted slightly
to see him run his tongue unconsciously over his teeth and lips. I knew just
what that bloody mouth could do, in speech and in action. The whole of my body
was covered in goose bumps, even though the day was hot, just from that one
simple involuntary movement.
I fought to move my
gaze once again. Nathan had always had a lot of tattoos on his torso and down
his arms, but I could see new ones peeking out of the top of an old tatty-edged
white T-shirt, climbing up various parts of his neck. I summoned up the courage
to lift my gaze and our eyes met. I almost gasped out loud, the beautiful,
playful and carefree hazel eyes were so much darker than I remembered. It was
as if the light had gone from his soul and had left behind only a wounded and
damaged human being.
Surely this
couldn’t all be on me?
I couldn’t have
caused that.
‘I’d ask if you
like what ya staring at… but there’s no need, as I can see you damn well do.’
The deep voice that I had missed so much reverberated over my sensitive, bare
skin.
Nathan shifted his
leather-clad body to lean against the doorframe and I felt his eyes sweep over
my exposed body as he suddenly propelled himself forwards… towards me. My nails
dug further into the handrail as I froze, awaiting his arrival. When finally,
he stopped at the bottom of the steps, he inhaled deeply.
‘Your nipples are
pointing at me… and your cunt is practically salivating… for me.’
He wasn’t wrong and
we both knew it, I wanted him to touch me desperately…I wanted Nathan to
connect with me… but the tall, dangerous, raw, unemotional man that stood so
close to me now I hardly recognised, even if my unfaithful body did. I watched
as he lifted his hand and traced my collarbone with his index finger, as though
he wanted to feel me, but wouldn’t allow himself to. An involuntary groan left
my slightly opened mouth. His hand dropped and fisted at his side.
Without even
touching me, he turned and made his way back through the open French doors. As
soon as I recovered, I quickly placed one foot in front of the other and
started making my way back to my room… only pausing when I heard in the
distance, a deep rumbling engine coming to life once again. In my hurry to get
to the comfort and solitude of my room, I slipped and grazed my right shin down
the sand-like edging of the step, ironic really, as it was supposed to help
with grip. The pain was intense and I glanced down at my bleeding and stinging
leg.
I fell face down on
my bed and fought back the tears that threatened to fall. I tried to convince
myself it was from my painful leg that I had just abraded, but I knew it was
from seeing the man I loved, broken by my own hand.
What the hell had I
done?
I am a chocolate
addict, children loving, mad woman. A self confessed book whore who reads more
than she exercises.
Luckily I am
married to the love of my life, together we have four boys and lots of dogs. I
live in south east England, although I love to travel.
When I'm not
reading... I can be found writing and drinking copious amounts of tea!
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